Sunday, January 25

Searching...

i met up with an old school friend yesterday. we went to watch brides war, a nice chick flick, shop a little and end up at mc donald for burger. i'm gonna called her hotmoma simply because she's mom to 2 teenagers, been singled for 4 years and don't look nothing like a mom with 2 kids.

while munching over fries, i asked her if she ever going to fall in love again. without batting her eyelashes, she said after going through what she been through, there is no good man out there. i was quite surprise by her answer for i was sure she going to say yeah. she told me a recent incident that's taken place at work. it seems her married male colleague whom on occasion she had lunch with seems to behaving differently in tone and manner. she's feeling uncomfortable but not wanting to jump the gun, not sure how to go about it.

she than wonders whatever happens to another one of our school friend, if i ever kept in touch with him. i finally told her that we dated on and off for more than 7 years, after we left school, she said i should try and called him, i was like whatever for??!! i don't want to call him only to have his wife answer the phone. for all i know he's married with 4 kids...lol. but hotmoma said, next time we meet up, bring his digits along and we both called for old time sake reunion between friends. guess i don't see anything wrong with that, i just don't want to do it by myself.

the funny thing was, back than i thought he was the one for me. in my heart and soul he was the right one. i can be myself and comfortable when i was with him. but it was not meant to be. i was brokenhearted, cried my eyeballs out and declared men as evil....lol.

hmmm.. i still think there bunch of them out there are....

evil.. evil men that is...

what a woman needs to do to find faith in love again...





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