how time flies...
that's what we said when it hits december and you starts to reflect on what has taken place for the past 11 months or so.
me, well....
i been through anger, disappointment, health scare, reunited and a certain lost.
i'm not enjoying my work right now. there are days, i don't mind the work but immediate supervisor sucks major. there's certainly some kind of bullshitting going on. i'm about done with office politics. in conclusion, i work to pay bills.
i have a health scare. thank gawd it was nothing serious. doc suspected i might have gall stone and need an operation. after going through all the necessary tests, it seems i'm healthy as a bull. however, something bothers me and when they suggest i go through endoscope i must have turn pale as white sheet.
Me: urhhh doc.. instead of having to put the tube down my throat.. uhh can't we do it.. yanno uhhh.. the other way round.
Doc: the other way round?
Me: yanno.. uhh.. mmm... the.. uhhh (i nearly say ass).. uhh derriere
Doc (smiling): actually it going to hurt more if we go through that option.
(which makes me wonder is he had it done before)
Me: uhh.. i can't do the throat thingy i'm gonna gag and throw up.
Doc: i can understand. i'm worried it would cause a tear along the passage.
Me: mmm.. uhh.. i don't wanna.
Sigh, doc set me up for another appointment in jan 2010. So much for having peace of mind.
I reunited with 2 of my bestfriends from secondary school (high school). Both of them married with kids and they seems happy. Gawd I never realize how much I miss them till we meet up. And yes, I'm jealous that they have family of their own with kids in tow. Me.. everywhere I go, my shadow keeps me company.
I did not travel far this year, due to several reasons. Hopefully I can do so next year. Maybe I visit Mr Tennessee..... nahhhhhhh...
With all the events that have taken place for the past 11 months, I am grateful. Grateful that I have a job, a home, friends that I cared for. Grateful mom around (even when she's being a pain). Grateful for all the material possession that I have. Grateful for the quiet life that I been living lately (sometimes too quiet....lol).
In other word..
Amin ( Amen)
and oh yeah i nearly forget..
i won $260 facial voucher for a contest i can hardly remembers. so yeah.. that is sweet =:O)
2 comments:
wow, a lot has been going on
you know with endoscopy, can they put you to sleep? I had that done once and I only remember waking up.
amin!
same here. there were days when i just wanted to kill everyone around me (the boss would be the first) and there were days I wanted to kill myself. but...thank god for friends and good movies.
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