Sin @ Midnight

this has been the most tiring week and its going to be this way till end of 2008. i'm exhausted every night coming back from work, eyes glazed, mind blank, falling asleep in the bus ride afraid i miss my stop and walking home like a zombie.

the most frustrating part was not able to go to sleep when i hit my bed but dozing off while watching tv on the sofa. my eyes be wide open staring at the ceiling, cursing and counting sheeps at the same time.

last night 10 mins past midnight i did the ultimate sin. the mother of all no. no snacking after 8pm. but who the hell lives by that rule??!! i ate 1 pack of kettle chips sitting on the floor of my bedroom, my hand goes on auto mode and my eyes just dreamy when i tasted the honey dijon chips. by 1 am, my eyes still wide awake and i'm cursing cuz i have to get up 5 hours later and start my day. i'm so tired this morning, i end up dozing off in my bus ride and the train.

i can't wait for the weekend to be here, all i want to do is sleep!!! if my mom just leave me alone that is.

sigh....

ps: in my defence, i have not had potato chips for almost a month. yes its a record in my book of craving.

ppss: i need to have more perseverance and stop eating chips, just like i stop drinking all the frizzy drinks. which i have no recollection of how that happen.

pppsss: if the chips are baked and trans fat, does it makes it more healthier and less guilt?