Happy Birthday...

Happy Birthday Dad...

Say a few good words for me to the big guy will ya...

You know, mom misses you very much. I know y'all have your moments, but she gets all teary eyed thinking about you. Whenever she dream of you, she will casually drop it in our conversation. She said, you know when she feeling sad or worried, you will appear in her dream. Did he said anything mom, I will asked. She said..nah.. you just smile at her. She finds comfort in that.... so, visits her often will ya.. not just during the worrying moments.

I know she always say a daily prayer for you, hope that you are taken care off and be amongst the chosen ones. I know you do, cuz you have been the BEST DAD that anyone could ask for. I am bless to have you in my life.

You know I'm scared of you right?.. Especially when you get mad at me cuz I screw up or being a brat. All you got to do was to give me the look and I know I'm in trouble. When you whoop mah azz...lol.. you know I deserve it and I know I deserve it...lol. Looking back at all the whoopin, I can smile and laugh about it, for I understand so much better now.

I also know you tried your best to be the provider that you are. Even when things were tough, you never show it, you never sigh, you never crumble, you take it within your stride. You not in a habit of verbalizing your love, that just the way you're. But, you showed your loves for me in different ways. Lol... I remembers the phrase you used so often, whenever someone asked you, "Is this your girl?" and you said, "Yeah, my one and only poison and cure." ....lol...

I really miss you... especially today...

Love always,
Your Lil Gurl