Sunday, February 4

What Does It Mean...

I had such a weird dream today....

Me and someone that I knew.. could be my cousin but for the life of me.. I can't remember who, seems to be either found guilty of a crime and we were being sentence or both of us were going somewhere far as if we not coming back.

We were in a crowded room, it was a bright cheery room but for it seems to be fill with sadness the next thing I knew chaos comes about. Everybody was hugging everyone else. I was running out of the room and looking for my parent.

There stood my mom all teary eyed, I hug her but I don't recalled much of the hug. But I do remember very vividly... how I ran to my dad (may he rest in peace).. he was crying and we hug.. we hug real tight for a long time .. I could fell him physically as if I was wide awake. We just hug and I don't want to let go and we cried....there was such sadness. Next thing I knew, everyone leaving, me and my cousin (I think) were left behind. It was a very confusing dream... I felt like as if we were in jail and my other cousin (my dad's nephew) came back to make sure that we are ok. There probably missing pieces in that dream.....

I woke up and my pillow was wet and I know I been crying...

Sigh.. what a way to start a day...

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