Hmmm... overall, the weekend has not been good. I started off by emailing to Miss Hotpanty regarding some money that she owes me and the disappearing act of her so called broker. I thought as much she gonna get all hostile at me and from what I read the email... I was right. You must be wondering why I just don't pick up the phone... well, cuz we both going to get defensive and emotional ... so eff that.
Only reason why I did what I did, cuz folks been telling me to stop giving her slack time and benefits of the doubt. For gawd sake... this has been going on for more than 3 years.. and I'm tired of asking and I just want closure. I recalled how she repeatedly said .. how bad she felt if only she could pay it back, oh she going to work some kind of payment when her job is more stable.... cuz she feeling all responsible since her stock ass broker friend gone missing. Well now your job is stable and I been keeping mum long enough .. but guess what.. I'm going to be selfish and BITCH I'M TAKING UP ON YOUR OFFER ...... SO PAY UP!!!!
Am I going to lose her as a friend...... yeah pretty much... but for some reason.. It don't really bothers me. The relationship has already gone sour when I told her to sew elastic band to her panties cuz they dropping like its hot!!... Guess she don't appreciates it.
*In my honest opinion I feels that you fall for men easily. First you told him, you don't picture him in your future but you dropping your panty every occasion. I want you to be happy but don't you think you should take a step back* - me and my big mouf!!
*When I told you nothing you want to know.. when I do tell you, you said I fall for a man easily. Remind me not to tell you anything from now on* - unquote MissHotPanty and very angry.
See, the only reason I said what I said to her.... because I can tell when that panty going to drop, the moment she said.. OH I MEET SOMEONE NEW. By week 3, the man going to say.. I love you and put her up on a pedestal, by one week later she going to confess how much she falling for him and by my calculation.. the damn relationship going to last at least 6mths cuz honeymoon period is over and faults start showing its ugly head ... and oh yeah.. cuz.. HISTORY KEPT REPEATING ITSELF!!.. its always the same cycle.
I thought being a good friend is being honest with your girl. Yeah its not easy to hear cuz honesty can be brutal, but I rather have someone remind me of my history with men and the mistake I keep making than to *gas* me up. Yes we all deserve to be happy and I'm all for it.. but.. still when your girl tell you about the new man.. and immediately your head start calculating the time band of this new relation... you know you have to say something.
Well... I feel kinda numb actually... not sure why.. maybe cuz of her email. I can tell she was upset when she wrote that.. I know damn well I was not being rude or accusatory when I emailed asking for my money back... sigh.. oh well... am I selfish to think of myself for once?.. hmm.. you know what...
FUCK IT... I'm done with trippin bitch.
Only reason why I did what I did, cuz folks been telling me to stop giving her slack time and benefits of the doubt. For gawd sake... this has been going on for more than 3 years.. and I'm tired of asking and I just want closure. I recalled how she repeatedly said .. how bad she felt if only she could pay it back, oh she going to work some kind of payment when her job is more stable.... cuz she feeling all responsible since her stock ass broker friend gone missing. Well now your job is stable and I been keeping mum long enough .. but guess what.. I'm going to be selfish and BITCH I'M TAKING UP ON YOUR OFFER ...... SO PAY UP!!!!
Am I going to lose her as a friend...... yeah pretty much... but for some reason.. It don't really bothers me. The relationship has already gone sour when I told her to sew elastic band to her panties cuz they dropping like its hot!!... Guess she don't appreciates it.
*In my honest opinion I feels that you fall for men easily. First you told him, you don't picture him in your future but you dropping your panty every occasion. I want you to be happy but don't you think you should take a step back* - me and my big mouf!!
*When I told you nothing you want to know.. when I do tell you, you said I fall for a man easily. Remind me not to tell you anything from now on* - unquote MissHotPanty and very angry.
See, the only reason I said what I said to her.... because I can tell when that panty going to drop, the moment she said.. OH I MEET SOMEONE NEW. By week 3, the man going to say.. I love you and put her up on a pedestal, by one week later she going to confess how much she falling for him and by my calculation.. the damn relationship going to last at least 6mths cuz honeymoon period is over and faults start showing its ugly head ... and oh yeah.. cuz.. HISTORY KEPT REPEATING ITSELF!!.. its always the same cycle.
I thought being a good friend is being honest with your girl. Yeah its not easy to hear cuz honesty can be brutal, but I rather have someone remind me of my history with men and the mistake I keep making than to *gas* me up. Yes we all deserve to be happy and I'm all for it.. but.. still when your girl tell you about the new man.. and immediately your head start calculating the time band of this new relation... you know you have to say something.
Well... I feel kinda numb actually... not sure why.. maybe cuz of her email. I can tell she was upset when she wrote that.. I know damn well I was not being rude or accusatory when I emailed asking for my money back... sigh.. oh well... am I selfish to think of myself for once?.. hmm.. you know what...
FUCK IT... I'm done with trippin bitch.
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