Gawd I'm tired and yet I can't sleep. Looking at the time, it's 11.44pm... sigh.. pre valentine day... ohh gawd.
I'm supposed to meet up with lil sis tomorrow for a movie, upon realizing its valentine day, I decides to take a rain check. Told her I don't want to be held responsible for killing someone with bouquet of roses. She say efff it!! More reason to get out than sitting at home feeling miserable. Nah, I don't have the energy to deal with giggly couples walking around happy as shit. Oh well que sera sera...
I'm trying to remember what I did last valentine day. Was I still engaged? Mm.. oh hell yeah. Uhh.. what did I bought him. Aight, I remember now. A drawing illustration book about love.. nothing mushy about the book, it makes me laugh and that was the reason why I bought it... cuz I want to share the humor in that book. I wonder if he still keeps it... considering how messy his place is.. I wonder how he keep things in order. I wonder if he going to bring a new woman home... so soon. Okay snap out of it!!! Efff it!!! EFFFFFFFFFFFF ITTTT!!!
Okay you must be wondering what the heck is Efff It. Uhh... mm.. well .. uhh I realize lately I'm having a blogtitude, acting out, loud mouth like a drunk sailor on shore leaves cussin!!.. Well, thought I soften it up a lil bit... for now...lol. I don't cuss in public, I do act like a lady but take the wrong turn on me and I just might turn Ike Turner on you...hee hee.
But than again.. this is my fucking blog.. uhh I mean.. Effing blog. I have the right to cuss, scream, shout, calls bitches bitches .. CUZ ITS MY FREAKIN EFFING BLOG. That's why I started this blog, so I could rant murder as if my husband done left me with 6 kids and nothing else but coupons. I could let go of my steam, fuming and calm my ass off... and feels all better... that's the whole purpose of this blog.
Right?
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