me the ditz..

i was day dreaming on my way to the bus stop to catch the morning ride, only to get distracted by a lone grey hane man underwear all dried up sticking to the pavement. damn. someone gonna be in a hussy mood looking for their fav undie. now don't lie, you know you have your fav piece where you gonna be wearing it till its all loose and shit. now me.. well i ain't telling.. hee hee.

i know i have not been blogging. work is my excuse. work is draining me out. right now i'm working cuz i need to. not because i'm enjoying it.

we are going through a dept transistion. had an informal 1 to 1 session with the new head dept and i think i just dug my own grave. she asked me what about my job that i like. now me, i was not thinking, i was tired, my mind was blank and i was not looking forward to this getting to know you crap. so when she ask me that question, i was like.. hmm... like (put in yahoo duh expression).. i can only say, there are days i like my job, there are days that has its moment. its human nature, there's up and downs to it.

____________________________________ flatline dead.

now i was thinking.. shit, i ain't about to lie and be all excited cuz i know she can tell bs when she sees one. so i was being myself (yes, for that moment in time.. being myself not thinking through) and said the first things on my mind. when i get home, i was like........ohh hayle nawwwwwww!!

sigh.. too late.

so, right now, we all waiting in anticipation, clueless as to what, how, where and which direction the dept is heading to. all i'm gonna say now is........i'm praying.