Friday, October 17

why.. why.. whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

i did a little shopping for myself, bought new pair of shoe and handbag on impulse.. smiling, singing to myself. a little treat never fails to lift the spirit up.

work wise, managed to finish task at hand, now i can breathe a little. just when i thought i wrap up the work week *perfectly*... i got a text from my boss asking if i have download ver 4. confidently i replied yes, cuz i double check and emailed the details. when no calls came from servicing side, i take it all is well....

sigh..

it seems, they did not receive ver 4. since i was on my way home in the middle of the highway, no way for me to get off the bus and do a u-turn, my boss redownload a new version. argghhh... now i have an uneasy feeling. my weekend is ruin cuz i be buggin with this shit running around in my mind. was i careless? did i overlook? did the system eff up cuz it happens before? dammit it's not going to look good and i'm so not looking to monday. dammit why it has to happen when appraisal just around the corner.

both kak ros and nur said to let it go, it has already happen.. out of my hand now. i have no excuse to give for my eff up...guess i better track back my step on monday and figures out where the hell did i go wrong.

looking at the new handbag that i was so happy to tot around earlier, seems blah to me now. the excitement is gone...

sigh..

dammit..

2 comments:

Dee said...

urghh
I hate that!
try to keep your head up
you did everything u were supposed to do
next time I guess you can harrass them to tell u if they got it

GiGi - The Shy Giraffe said...

sigh.. i know GC. cant go to sleep till 2am last night. i'm just buggin about it.

thanks for looking in =:O)