All Psyche Up.... Mmmm.. not really

Pamukkale, Turkey

Hmm.... nothing much going on in my life right now. Oh well except for the fact, my turkey trip is coming true. Only problem, I'm going to be broke before this trip can even take place and I'm going to be REAL BROKE after the trip taken place...sigh.

I'm trying to psyche myself up for this trip, but to no avail right now. Financially, it's very tight. Yes, I have put aside *spending* money for the trip and I hope I won't go overboard with spending when I'm on a trip like I usually do. The tour agency going to brief us in regards to the trip on May 3 and give us a checklist (I think). We actually comes up with alternative places to go in case this trip is not taking place. USA, Australia and Bali were on the list.

This trip was supposed to be a birthday treat for myself...but suddenly now it felt like a financial burden. I can't really cancel the trip since I paid for the deposit (nah actually I could, I think) and I know Nora been looking forward to the trip too. So, I have now until than... to psyche myself up....

Counting down...