Sunday, November 18

It Still Hurts

I was clearing up my paper mess, you know.... old bills, letters, reminders blah blah blah and I never realized how much mess I accumulated till today. I still have a another piles to go through but lost the momentum.

Hidden under all the papers, I came across a valentine card from him, dated 2006. Its a simple card, pink in color with flower imprint on the cover and the wording For My Fiancee. I've forgotten that I ever have this card. For some reason it feels heavy in my hand, like all the disappointment, the hurt all weigh on that one card.

I opened to read the card and there, written in his awkward handwriting All My Love Until Forever, Love Mr Liteskin.

How can a man declared his love only to hurt the person they claimed to be in love and have no conscience at all. Like its just business...


I put the card back into the envelope. I can't seems to bring myself to tear it pieces.



sing luther........sing...


6 comments:

Ridwan said...

Sorry about the hurt lil' sista.

"Time heals all wounds ... but never much too soon" is a favourite line from a Randy Crawford cover I really like.

I wish you strength and a real man who will stand by his words. It will come.

Hey so I am digging the new look blog and the picture ... not so Gigi :0)

Be well and holla .... dammmmmmmmn!

;0)

Peace,
Ridwan

Ridwan said...

I meant to say: Not so shy Gigi ... geez brutha be getting old and all ... can't type ...

Peace againz,
Ridwan

GiGi - The Shy Giraffe said...

hey hey now big bro...

dammit you makin an ol gal blushing...lol.

as always, thank you for the advise and words of encouragement. i noe the cliche so well, time heals all wound, but you know the scar remains.

*wink*

Ed RockStar said...

I want to ka-ra-oke too!!

Dee said...

yeouch

So sorry to hear about that
but I'm glad you did not go down that road only to find unhappiness waiting for you.

GiGi - The Shy Giraffe said...

lol @ ed.. well let you know when the next trip gonna be.

@ gc,
you know the cliche, everything happens for a reason. i just kept humming joss stone *bruise but not broken* till my head hurts...lol