Reading my past posts, never was my intention for it to be a *poem*. I feels the need to write it down as thoughts run amok in my brain. I was going through an emotional stage, tired mentally, exhausted emotionally, thorn about my feelings, unable to express them vocally, I wrote it the only way I know how. One liner of how I truly feels.
I kept reading them over and over, and I'm glad I wrote it. After writing each post, I feels a big burden has been lifted and slowly I heal... a little perhaps.
My English is not perfect, my grammar sucks but it don't matter to me. I just needed to release my emotional *baggage*. Each post, has a story behind it. I don't know why I still feels so strongly towards him, no man has such an effect on me.... not even my ex fiance. Maybe I will never truly heal when it comes to him. Maybe I was meant to love him from afar and this love stays with me deep inside. Maybe he is my soul mate but one that I will never have a chance to share my life with.
One thing I know, loving him than and loving him now.... within my silence, I have no regrets.
I kept reading them over and over, and I'm glad I wrote it. After writing each post, I feels a big burden has been lifted and slowly I heal... a little perhaps.
My English is not perfect, my grammar sucks but it don't matter to me. I just needed to release my emotional *baggage*. Each post, has a story behind it. I don't know why I still feels so strongly towards him, no man has such an effect on me.... not even my ex fiance. Maybe I will never truly heal when it comes to him. Maybe I was meant to love him from afar and this love stays with me deep inside. Maybe he is my soul mate but one that I will never have a chance to share my life with.
One thing I know, loving him than and loving him now.... within my silence, I have no regrets.
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