I had a dream about him. I was in town visiting someone and decides to give him a call. The line connection was pretty bad and I left him a message. He returned my call and told me to drop by.
He said stay awhile... not like you in a rush to take the next flight home. I said ok if you really wants me too. His apartment looks a little different... for some reason less messy...lol. We hang out, it was like old time.. he goes to work and I chill at his apartment.....than I woke up.
I don't know how true it is, but I been told if you think of someone so on and so forth.. he/she ends up in your dream. I wasn't even thinking about him before going to bed, not even for a passing moment...but than again.. subconsciously...maybe I was.
Tennessee believed that I'm still in love with my ex. I know this much..I am not. I do care for him as a friend, regardless if he's aware of it. I don't hate him. But I am disappointed in him, how he deals with the relationship and the chain of events. I told him to walk away if he not ready for a commitment, many times I said leaves now before I get my heart broken... but he stayed on declaring his love for me...on his knees infront of momma and asked for my hand in marriage.
I know things happen beyond our control. Things happen for a reason, which at times could be beyond our understanding. My late dad (rest in peace) used to say... take that as a blessing in disguise.
I know from time to time, I will feel the needs to blog it down... so just bare with me.
He said stay awhile... not like you in a rush to take the next flight home. I said ok if you really wants me too. His apartment looks a little different... for some reason less messy...lol. We hang out, it was like old time.. he goes to work and I chill at his apartment.....than I woke up.
I don't know how true it is, but I been told if you think of someone so on and so forth.. he/she ends up in your dream. I wasn't even thinking about him before going to bed, not even for a passing moment...but than again.. subconsciously...maybe I was.
Tennessee believed that I'm still in love with my ex. I know this much..I am not. I do care for him as a friend, regardless if he's aware of it. I don't hate him. But I am disappointed in him, how he deals with the relationship and the chain of events. I told him to walk away if he not ready for a commitment, many times I said leaves now before I get my heart broken... but he stayed on declaring his love for me...on his knees infront of momma and asked for my hand in marriage.
I know things happen beyond our control. Things happen for a reason, which at times could be beyond our understanding. My late dad (rest in peace) used to say... take that as a blessing in disguise.
I know from time to time, I will feel the needs to blog it down... so just bare with me.
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