Arggghhh!!!!!!!!!! I hate This!!!!!!!!

The waiting is killing me... arggghhhhh...I hate this!! I hate this shit!!..

Why can't they just give me an answer... I'm a wreck right now.. not knowing if I'm staying for good, for awhile or whatever..

Arrgghhhh.....the suspense is draining my energy. Please God give me the strength to deal with the life challenges that you put me through...

Sigh.. I need a hug.